from
i saw demons,
released November 1, 2020
I fell in love with the feminine energy
I thought it rude when you told me that I should leave (I called your name with the thought of eternity)
I found myself at the brink of disaster (I thought of us when you told me you loved me)
I called your name when I couldn’t think anything (I can’t be wrong when you called me right after)
I think you found me in my last mistake (I felt my heart in the depths of eternity)
Alone again falling flat far as I can see (I won’t regret this when I’m taking breaks)
From the feeling of this living laughter (I thought of you when you told me you loved me)
I called your name at the depths of eternity (I don’t think that it’s a matter of laughter)
I’m feeling left out when you say you loved me (Abused myself cause I thought that a man would be)
Behind the curtain I’m hiding that pain from me (I don’t think finally I’ve asked you so nicely)
I hit myself cause I thought the a man would see (I can’t see you but I’ll say I love you)
In love, the feeling that causes you pain to see (I don’t think I called you when I said I’d be there for you)
I can’t believe that I told you you loved me (When you said I’d be there for you)
I’m feeling left out abusing myself (I thought of you when I called for the 13th)
I never asked you for any help