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Cold chills in the desert sun
Watch my best friend die in a dream
Watch my best friend weep on live in a dream
Die tonight in hell with me
Heat on heat no cover
I think I’m one month sober, and that’s a good joke
Spilled my future on the carpet on purpose
Shrunk my mental space for fun it wasn’t worth it
Thought we might’ve looked up at the same time
Told you the truth and i lied at the same time
You knew that they know
And I couldn’t show the fear I had of losing my mind
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2. |
2a feminine energy
02:24
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3a i'd pray to God
02:10
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I’d pray to God
Cold as a sunset
I can’t even at stairs
I looked at my house
Sawing about the conscience
Sawing about the conscience I can’t give into it
Slipped in my own suggestions
Same as again I’m going in two
I can’t essence you
Somewhere disasters for you
Somewhere alone taking it before I see you
I can’t believe it was you
I can’t be mean to it
I can’t believe you gave me some more
As far I can see
As far I can see
As far I can see
Fall
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4. |
4a living hell
09:41
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Did it seem like every day when you said I’d crossed your mind?
Did it feel like yesterday when you said you would rather die?
Your rage it fills me with despair
In a way it feels like a crime
I’ll understand no more
And I’ll asked you, when we went back there how it came out nice like it did before in the way I’d felt
How we lost so bad in this living hell
I’d rather not go back to the way it’d been
I find my grounding where I fit in
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5. |
5a leave it in the sun
01:30
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It’s allowed to be in the sun
It won’t be left along for too long
Can’t seem to get it all done
I’d rather figure out why I’m lost
Don’t you see the wonder in everything I do for it?
I won’t leave it in the sun
Can’t leave it out for too long
Oh, it seems to be alright that if you can’t begin to try
I’d rather call you mine side I been to
Yeah still been there too long
Yeah sound it out for too long, but it won’t be there
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6. |
6a it's alright
01:17
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It’s alright but I can’t lie if I told you that I thought about the other side
It can’t be long though that I’d like to come back soon
It’s alright and I can’t lie, I thought about the ways I brought it back in time
It’s easy to lose track of the ways I’ve been left out
But it’s alright and I can’t try
I called out to the other side
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It’s only time I have to take
I lost my mind in every way
It seems so nice without you there
To wash my mouth when I don’t care
I think of you when I’m asleep
But it’s not nice, I like my peace
I want to know what’s on your mind when you don’t tell me the half of the time
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8. |
8a barriers to heaven
01:54
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9. |
9a this is that
01:06
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Catch you wish a person, I’d gift you that
I can’t seem happy when you’re not glad
I don’t want reasons
I’d rather be sad
If you’re not by me then this is that
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10. |
10a lie
02:25
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Wicks, wick. Oh good, it gaves your candy shakes
They looked back and he gave you your card and it shakes
It didn’t do much wrong, it came here to give
It gave you a top with every scratch
It looked too much back at the times that it was there
And it gave up for no good reason
It seems like I just have to tell like 15, so many people
The problems, the problems
And there’s sometimes it felt so brutal
But it’s like you can’t tell 15 people the same problem or then they start to get tired
They start to take heed
They start to realize that you’re all they need
And it’s like “who said that really in the first place?”
Why would you even want that?
I’ll tell you why: I told you that lie
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11. |
11a rather known
02:25
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I can’t even go outside
Thought that after when you’re gone
I would rather sing this song alone
I would rather sing this song alone
I would rather sing this song alone
Just want you to know the things I felt when I’m at home
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12. |
12b grace to God
01:32
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Let gold settle down, melt into bronze water on my tongue. Felt like stiff dewdrip from tears in my eyes.
Stood up, broke my chest and said: “I’ll breathe into it”
My tears and my breath enjoyed to be moving together, like when you pull two muscles together
Can’t say I truly did what I’d said, but I’d rather did it instead
Hold your hands out: grace to God, but he gave most of it back to me
Gettin into that…
I’ll straighten down from between my tall bones and your eyes
Locked in, set with me
Locked in, set, rest with me if you’d like
Locked in, rest with me please
Please rest with me
Please be me and not me ever again
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13. |
13b the horrible truth
01:31
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14. |
14b fell to pieces
00:59
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I’m onto you
I felt left out
I can’t do this without my frown
I fell to pieces when you’re around
I think I’ll stay a little while
No, don’t wait up
I think I’ll go to home myself, it’s all I know
And you won’t see me again
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Yeah, it’s moments like “I didn’t have time”
But you never gave it the time of day
Is it the simple direction like asking me to walk that way?
Could there just something more that I stand nice?
Then everything that worked out twice
Maybe it’s the second directions of feeling like I can’t get myself outside
I can’t believe I looked that nice
Won’t you see it?
Won’t you pass me on back?
Told you times I figured that
Every singles time I never would jump
Asking if you’d save my mind
But half of it’s without this, can’t even save it
I have no questions
I will keep a-fallin’ upon my hands
There’s so much to be practiced with our luck about consent
It looked better in person when I could really see what I’d thought I had
And it made me feel glad
And not to see what I’d think
And after that I can’t really think
Cause it’s like everything turned upside and other ways
So how could I look the other way?
I can’t look back
I’d rather look at something
I guess that’s just like: could I possibly feel?
Is there time to try like the other times?
I feel this might correct my mind
The ways that you thought I’d never tried
But it’s just like I couldn’t, seems just like I never knew
Seems just like worth all the stress
It’s just fuck
It’s just like go really get into it
Understand the problem
Seems like a fifteenth eye of a child, a sixteenth twice in my hand
The other times that I looked back, never looked away again
How could you like, how could you plan for such, how could you plan for such mystery?
That’s always being at my hands
How could you even talk like I knew what was happening?
And I told you that I understand
I told you that it made you look nice
I told you that I went outside
I couldn’t see the bright in your eyes
I couldn’t see the light in your eyes
I couldn’t just stand where I wanted, and went where I did
Its like I knew I’d never stand to look at my lives, it couldn’t bare the thought of it
It’s like I just had to be somewhere else
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16. |
16b obsession
00:14
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Obsession to pain
Paths opening to self set free
Obsession: evolve to care
Possession: evolve to cradle
Tonight I’m going to party
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17. |
17b breathing life
02:31
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18. |
18b ride
04:22
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19. |
19b crawl the steps
01:48
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I gave you everything that you wanted and more to spare
I can’t give these directions to steer away my life
But do stand these times I’ll handle everything down
So when can I really try and every single again I’ll
It keeps me asleep when I’m wrong
But it told you every love of mine
It keeps me up forever
At every laughter
It seems to cover in the eyes of a father (I crawled the steps)
I can’t seem to cover when I tra-la-la, when I’m
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20. |
20b interlude
01:30
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21. |
21b simulation
02:10
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I thought it’d be alright if I told you this
I didn’t love you then the ways I thought I had
I guess I just couldn’t lie to your face anymore
But I still could lie to you behind closed doors
I could lie when I closed the door
I could lie behind closed doors
I could lie when I closed the door
I could tell you everything now that everything that I wanted to keep to myself, everything that would’ve hurt you (everything that you wanted to know)
But it’s
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23. |
23b heaven
01:36
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Keep your secret
Heaven knows
Sinking onto heaven
Heaven
You won’t say grace
Heaven
You make it
Heaven, my baby
It will take your grace
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24. |
24b person
00:10
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The body of a junkie
The heart of a saint
The tongue of a preacher
The eyes of a snake
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