Yeah, it’s moments like “I didn’t have time”
But you never gave it the time of day
Is it the simple direction like asking me to walk that way?
Could there just something more that I stand nice?
Then everything that worked out twice
Maybe it’s the second directions of feeling like I can’t get myself outside
I can’t believe I looked that nice
Won’t you see it?
Won’t you pass me on back?
Told you times I figured that
Every singles time I never would jump
Asking if you’d save my mind
But half of it’s without this, can’t even save it
I have no questions
I will keep a-fallin’ upon my hands
There’s so much to be practiced with our luck about consent
It looked better in person when I could really see what I’d thought I had
And it made me feel glad
And not to see what I’d think
And after that I can’t really think
Cause it’s like everything turned upside and other ways
So how could I look the other way?
I can’t look back
I’d rather look at something
I guess that’s just like: could I possibly feel?
Is there time to try like the other times?
I feel this might correct my mind
The ways that you thought I’d never tried
But it’s just like I couldn’t, seems just like I never knew
Seems just like worth all the stress
It’s just fuck
It’s just like go really get into it
Understand the problem
Seems like a fifteenth eye of a child, a sixteenth twice in my hand
The other times that I looked back, never looked away again
How could you like, how could you plan for such, how could you plan for such mystery?
That’s always being at my hands
How could you even talk like I knew what was happening?
And I told you that I understand
I told you that it made you look nice
I told you that I went outside
I couldn’t see the bright in your eyes
I couldn’t see the light in your eyes
I couldn’t just stand where I wanted, and went where I did
Its like I knew I’d never stand to look at my lives, it couldn’t bare the thought of it
It’s like I just had to be somewhere else
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I like this album, especially for the message that it brings that is really powerful and in line with what happened nowadays. The title and the whole album refers to the Black Lives Matter (red summer refers to the summer of 1919 where white supremacists committed a lot of homicide against black community in USA). The whole album speaks about this, with a lot of reference to historical events (e.g.: 20th August 1619 is the date when the first black slaves were deported in USA). losfastidios
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each track uses the fact that its digital hardcore in its own unique way each time, rarely sounding similar to the other despite generally being noisy and in your face. i find this to be especially helped by Machine Girl's usage of unique samples or their own voices, which i can barely understand but honestly it really adds to the charm and aesthetic of this release. i know this album is 7 years old at the time of writing this, but it still holds up incredibly well. Molly
The Doom Trip label never misses, and the latest LP from the genius Heejin Jang is a trip into thrilling industrial terror. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 30, 2023
A skull-smasher from Deathcomet, this is sonic horror at its finest, submerging you in the netherworld between ambient and noise. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 24, 2020